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By Mike Pilavachi


There’s a famous story in the Bible that Jesus told. It concerns a rich master who, just before a lengthy trip away, calls three of his servants together and hands them different amount of cash. He tells each of them to get on with the business of making more cash out of what’s in their hands, and goes away. When he returns he calls each of them in and asks to see what they’ve done with his wad.

It turns out that the two who had been given the larger sums had managed to double their purses. The master is happy, but the smile goes when the third servant arrives and tells him that because he thought the master was such a hard man, he stuck the cash in a hole in the ground and had managed to increase its value by absolutely nothing at all.

This story – you can read it for yourself in Matthew 25 – is normally used to illustrate the fact that we all have talents from God that we ought to be using for him. I happen to think that it also can take a slightly different spin: the need for perseverance. Think about the servant – the one who made no profit and did nothing while his master was away. He buried the coin and, presumably, forgot all about it.

The clever servants, however, had a different story to tell. Instead of forgetting about things, they carried on, working hard at increasing their return, despite the fact that their master was nowhere to be found. He was unavailable for either advice or reassurance. There must have been times when it looked as though they were about to lose everything – such is the nature of money – and at those times I am sure that they would have been tempted to give up on the whole idea. Instead, though, they carried on, receiving their master’s pleasure when he returned.

This is how it should be with us. When God seems far away we too have a choice: either we bury our faith and forget about the Master, or we continue in his absence, carrying out the orders that he has given us until we feel close to him again.

But, you may just be about to ask, how can we be sure that we will feel close to him again? In the dark night of the soul, daylight seems a long way off, and nothing can seem certain. Well, it’s not just Christians today who have been through it, but believers and followers of God throughout history. The Bible is generously seasoned with stories of people who feel as though God is playing an elaborate game of hide and seek with them. In a sense he is, he takes away his presence, his nearness from them and asks them a simple question: will you search for me?

This is exactly what happened to Moses. Having left the comfort of the palace he found himself in the wilderness for quite some time before his run in with God in the shape of the burning bush. The same thing happened to the rest of his countrymen a few years later as they spent forty years wandering around the desert trying to find the promised land. This was not necessarily due to the fact that the promised land was a particularly long way away, but more due to their desperate need to rediscover their relationship with God before they rebuilt their society.

These stories are not confined to the Old Testament either, as Jesus’ coming changed little about this natural rhythm of relationship with God Almighty. We know that John the Baptist did his proclaiming about Jesus from the literal desert, and that Jesus too spent forty days on his own in the wilderness.

As we’re in the mood for metaphor, let’s think about the physical characteristics of these desert and wilderness places. Essentially, they are barren – free from virtually all signs of life – as well as being dry. It is a fight just to find water and survive. Thirdly, they are always inhospitable places, being low on the natural resources that we rely on for comfort. If this is equally true of the spiritual deserts and wildernesses that we all visit from time to time, then the obvious question that springs to mind is why? Why, when God is loving and kind would he ever want us to go through experiences that seem so destructive?

The book of Deuteronomy answers exactly that question. Having been asked it by the Israelites, the Lord answers.

‘Remember how the Lord your God led you in the desert all these years. He led you in the desert to humble you and to test you in order to know what was in your heart, whether or not you would keep his commandments’.Deuteronomy 8:2

Being humbled

The first thing that is on God’s agenda for our difficult times is the process of our being humbled. I know that this works for me because whenever I am not struggling with a desert experience, when life is cushy and everything seems to be working out well, I can start to think that I’ve got something to do with it. Then I can get around to thinking that I’m self sufficient, that I can handle life, I can handle ministry, I can handle just about anything that gets thrown at me.

I’m not alone in this, and whenever we prosper, there are many of us who start to self-inflate our own sense of importance. By sending us into the desert places, by showing us that we certainly do not have the Midas touch, God offers us the chance of realising the truth: that apart form him we can do nothing of any value.

Learning about ourselves

The second result to force its way out of the whole deal is a rigorous testing of what is in our hearts. Through the revelation of brutal truth about our attitudes and feelings each of us finds out what we are really like.

While it may be quicker for God to hand the information to us in the form of a nicely typed and bound personality profile, somehow I don’t think we would take things to heart. Instead God uses real life to get our attention and teach the lessons. I’m glad of this because sometimes I can kid myself that emotionally and spiritually things are a lot better than they actually are. Things on the outside can be going well enough that admitting or even looking at yourself becomes a bit of a non-starter.

But of course, as soon as you’re in the desert, when the distractions of things going well are a distant memory, looking in at yourself is one of the few things you can do. Poor old Moses had to put up with forty years of building sandcastles in the desert with the whinging Israelites. The dramatic change that needed to take place – the acceptance of the Israelites of God as the one true God – meant that the whole thing took so long. And similarly for us, desert experiences may last a while as we get to grips with who we are and the changes God is asking us to make.

The desert for our own good

It is important to remember that all is not lost forever – desert experiences only ever last for a specific season. If you can use them as a chance to stick your teeth into your faith, then the staleness will always give way to something much better. When Jesus returned from the desert – after God had allowed him to go through all that he needed him to go through – Luke makes it clear to us that he returned on top form: ‘He returned to Galilee in the power of the Spirit’.

Some of us love being filled by the spirit, but if we’re honest, we lack the sense of direction and purpose that accompanied Jesus’ spirit-filled return. Perhaps we get ourselves in these ruts because we gladly accept the spirit’s first introduction but resist the lead to follow him into the desert.

The main reason behind these difficult experiences can be found tucked away in the book of Hosea. Through the prophet God says “Therefore I am now going to allure her; I will lead her into the desert and speak tenderly to her.” Hosea 2:14. He leads us into the desert places too so that we will fall in love with him again.

It worked for the people who followed Moses, and it still works for us today. When we are stripped of everything else that would give us comfort, everything else that would meet our emotional and sometimes physical needs, we come back and fall in love with Jesus all over again

About the article & author

Mike Pilavachi is the chap who set up Soul Survivor. He's a nice bloke who likes cooking, telling stories and Manchester United. He's also a Pastor, writer and speaker.

This is an edited version of a bit of one of Mike's old books. The book is called 'My First Trousers', was published by Hodder and is used here with permission.

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